I am the girl that guys wish they could be with and the girl that girls wish they could be.
I Have A Great Boyfriend
My boyfriend is perfect; goodlooking and smart. We have a great mental relationship and have been together for almost a year now. We are deeply in love. However nothing physical has happened since we first met because I have a horrific history with males.
I'm A Survivor of Abuse
As a child I was sexually abused and I have been raped. People wish they could look like me, but I don't. Old men follow me around. It's so scary. I get harassed wherever I go.
I Can't Get Physically Close
Anyway, I can't and won't let anyone get physicaly close to me, like my boyfriend. I trust him to death but it's hard to overcome this fear.
How do I get over my insecurites?
Female, age 17, Southern Hemisphere Charlie, Jimmy, and Morticia answer this question.